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GOODBYE SEMESTER THREE!
now,lets not get too excited
i have absolutely 0% confidence that i will pass my ATH and CTU paper.
even after studying and reading alot,i still cant answer them,.which is kinda fuck up.
shall save my tears later when i got the result -_-

oh wells,im glad its already the semester break!no assignments,no need to sleep in the heat,no need to keep going to the atm machine,hehehe XD
so, today i suceeded in having a "lazy day" haha
all i did was eat,online,lying down on my bed,and not taking a shower *ehem* haha! because its so cold in my room haha XD and i found old letters and cards ive collected over the years aww,i have so many letters and cards given to me XD and ill treasure them foreverrr! XD
so yea i cant wait to spend my holidays.gotta make everyday a special one! and oh yeah, mom & dad ,went will you take me on a vacation?i need to go and see places -_- . do you even remember whens the last time i had a vacation,or a holiday getaway?yeah, neither do i. -_- the last time we had a family outing was during the stone age,and im not even exaggerating,well maybe a little haha,but its been so long!five years maybe?ugh.
im not getting any youngerrr T_T im almost at the age where i have to be completely independent,by that time,if you wanna take me out for a vacation,i would most probably say no. *sigh* i really wish i could go somewhere this holiday.

ugh fuck all that shit,on a happier note,my soulmate OH WONBIN finally gonna have his comeback!hell fucking yes! OHNAMJA'S REJOICEEEEEE! i seriously cant wait for this,i miss him so muchhh! and i hope he gets active in his promotions and come to malaysia!i really wanna meet him again! i miss his hands on mine,OMONAAAA HAAHAHHA!