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LOOK ALIVE SUNSHINE!

howdy howdy its been a while and i think my luck has run out -_-
i phailed to get a job for the Jay Park's event, and the staff didnt seem friendly.
not to talk bad about them,but,ehh youre not that big so it wouldnt kill you to be more,you know, NICE.Redstar is waaay bigger than them and they treat me nicely -_-
oh wells, no luck for me there,im not sure if i wanna go and see Jay or not,im really running out of money -_-

anyways,its the exam week,and ive been procrastinating like shizz,i dont know whats gotten into me but this semester,im dont feel like im trying hard enough.and im praying to Allah that it wont show in my CTU paper,because honestly,i cant answer ALL of the questions.the topics i memorized didnt even come up. -_-
i still have two days to go and ill be free as a birddd! :)

and i felt happy yesterday because i kinda chatted with my cousin,god knows how much i miss her.life is such a bitch.i have soo many things to tell her,and i really wanna see her,aish.i hope i can, this school holidays.and what ever happen to my other cousin,completely lost contact with him.aish -_- i miss those kids. theyre like the younger siblings ive never had. XD

and of course i miss my hometown friends!i will never find friends like them,i would probably kill myself or go senile if i lose them teeehee XD and being friends with someone you barely know,is not something very fun -_- noone seems to understand and noone really,i mean really care for one another,sigh,i cant wait to see these childhood friends who will always be there for you, i love you lah,oh wait,aku cinta padamu laaah~! ahahaah


oh and ive been listening,watching,singing Stand By U by Tohoshinki,ive always love that song,but lately,its always on repeat,i have their performance video in my phone,and i ve been watching it everynight before i go to bed. teeheee XD