did someone put a curse on us?

met up with Haz and Najwa last Sunday.had a "big" breakfast at MCD haha XD
it was nice seeing them again despite the short hangout because Najwa had to go back to Segamat,and congratulations you sly yeoja Haz for being in a relationship LOL
before you make any decisions,just give it a go okay,
remember what i told you when we were hanging out in my room,
"jangan teeett teeett toooot" HAHAHA
you are now forbidden to join us whenever we drool on chakhan namjas. :P

enough of that,i must expressed how pissed off i am at people.at the moment,theres a landslide at our house.yes, landslide.
the walls outside of our house collapsed,leaving a huge NOTHING outside.
its a sad sight really.
but this situation made me realised how shallow and ignorant people can be.
dear neighbours,is it so hard for you to understand that our house is falling apart?
how is it that you care more about your fucking tree,
which was planted NEXT to our house instead of our COLLAPSING HOME?
how could you make an issue that your fucking tree was affected by our COLLAPSING HOUSE?Knock knock,your tree and our home,HELLO?!?!?
its not like we wanted our house to collapse and kill your damn tree.
i just dont understand whats in their minds.
and one more thing,the wall had been down for more than a week now,
but theres still no improvement in reconstructing it.
those damn constructors are so slow at their work.
we are talking about someone's HOME and the chances of it to collapse more.
this evening,i was in the kitchen and i heard the walls come down,i was scared to death.
i looked outside and ALL of the walls had collapsed.
meaning that,its no longer safe to go to the kitchen and the living room.
why is it becoming worse when someone is fixing on it? are you doing you job right?
do you have any idea how dangerous it is for us to stay in this house? *sigh*
i dont even know anymore.
i hope nothing else goes wrong and hope they'll fix it PROPERLY tommorow.
and STOP slacking off! fuck.
i could even feel my heart beating when i heard the walls collapsed.
and now every noise i heard,i will get scared and gives me chills,
i am just too paranoid right now.
who wouldnt be right?

and also,i would to sedekah al-Fatihah to my grandfather who had passed away this evening.
may his soul be placed with orang-orang beriman.
although im dont really know him,but i am devastated to hear this news.