thanks alot.

i am so mad,i am extremely pissed off.i really cant stand being like this.
for once,im not angry with myself,well maybe a little,but i am more angry at other people.
everything is just going so bad right now,theres only a few people i can totally trust right now.
someone who actually appreciates me.i am so angry,im being nice to people,i do them favors, i dont even stab them in the back,and i accept them for who they are and a respects their decisions,but instead,me being nice is leading to people using me,backstabbing me,talk bad things about me based on their own presumptions.seriously,i cant believe they went to that extend of talking false things about me to other people.thinking back about all these,i cant believe it,i mean all the things i did for them.i helped with no complains,didnt even asked for something back.with me writing this it makes me look like im asking for something,but this is only because i did nice things and ended up hearing bad things about me.
if you dont like me,or not satisfied with me,tell me,so i can move on without questions,and,well,stop being friends.
i'll get over it,its not a great loss,i think i can handle it.but this situation,i cant,its too stressful. and one more thing,THIEFS are going to burn in hell,come clean now,or ill curse you,i wish something bad will happen to your family.just saying,because i am mad right now and i could care less if im being evil right now,i deserved to feel like this.