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hey,come to think of it,i love doing this time lapse thingy :P
and first time driving before dawn (singsbeforethedawn~beforethedawn~!) i enjoyed it!haha
okay now back to business,this semester is NOT my semester,
i have tons of work undone,i cant find models,i cant shoot outdoors because the weather WONT agree with me,everytime i go out,it rains.nice,im running out of time,and all this bad luck came down pouring on me,i wanna cry,really T_T.this semester is really hard,im having such a hard time,i need to put on a straight face,shoot my butt off,and get this over with.i think i might cry of happiness when this semester ends,and hopefully,not fail D:
dear ohh dear,i dont have any strength to be on my best behaviour T_T and i have no idea whyy but i cant seem to get my assignments done T_T i tried going somewhere trying to do my assignments,but then out of nowhere it rains T_T and i dont know what to do :( i am beginning to lose interest,in studying photography. :(
i feel like wanting to work instead,something that brings in money,so that i can repay my debts to my mom already -_- i hate being in debt.im scared,what if i cant do this?what if i totally lost interest?what if i failed?what if..i'll turn out to be someone useless?it terrifies me :(
can i just like,go pigged myself out?because im depressed T_T
oh Hoya and Infinite,im turning to you to cheer me up right now :)