human beings

hello hello
its already the third week of the new semester and ive been driving home every week.
it just feels hard to stay for the weekend in my new room.
im not used to it and i will never will.
and talking about my life,my treasure box external hard disk 1TB is dead.
and its not even my doing -_-
ive been fighting with myself because of my short-temper and ive been trying to be nice.
and its going fine until this incident happened.
people asked for my favor,my help,and ill do it,just for the sake of nice and making people feel good.but now,i was nice,but people friggin dont care.
im super upset about my hard disk,i have PHOTOS in there,the ones that i shot,those JYJ pictures,Dumbfoundead pictures that i friggin captured myself.
not to mention picture with friends.
and dont even get me started on kpop files.
i have gigabytes of pictures saved.i have videos ive downloaded.
and other people just simply took those videos from me because their lazy ass dont want to download it themselves.
and then noone even cared to tell me that a mug fell on top of my hard disk when OTHER people were using it.but they did managed to say 'DID THE MUG BREAK?'
did the mug fucking break? are you fucking kidding me?
noone EVEN TOLD ME IT FELL ON TOP OF IT.
after trying to detect my hard disk to several laptops,and failed,then only they told me.
are you kidding me? DONT EVEN FUCKING QUESTION ME AGAIN ABOUT HOW I FUCKING HATE PEOPLE.
of course i fucking cry,i have alot of things in it.
and it pisses me off when someone said "dont cry it will be fine"
NO SHUT THE FUCK UP,IT WONT.
WHEN YOU CAN TURN BACK TIME,THEN TALK TO ME.
how would you feel if someone breaks your hard disk full with important things?
do you fucking expect me to say "aw its okay,it wasnt on purpose"
because hell,i wont.
and i dont care if you found this and read this,because ive clearly shown on my face that i hate you,even if you apologized and gave me money,even if you occasionally say hi to me or smile to me,DONT EVEN BOTHER because im still hating on you.
i hate to say this but, MELAYU , macam tuh lah,cakap sorry memang lah senang.
even if you pay me a million dollars it wont be enough.
seriously,im done being nice to people,if you want movie files or whatever,fucking download it.i fucking download it.and you should too.fucker.
you should understand why this is a big deal for me,im a photography student,photos are everything,obviously you are ignorant enough to not care.
and my hard disk is complete ruined it couldnt even be fixed,ive even send it to the experts to retreived the informations.
thanks alot,because of you,i had to suffer.
i wish i would never have to see you and the people around you in the future.
a little word of advice,dont make things hard for other people.grow up and take responsibilities.
and you just make me hate human beings even more now,people like you makes me hate human beings.

phew,enough of that,and while i was doing my assignment i saw plenty of WSS stickers LOL and took pictures of the ones that i found haha,,only in the tasik area tho ahha
Faris,kau tak kasi aku pun sticker nih, sobsobs sedih hahaha XD