no more hiking for me !

went to Broga Hill with my fellow coursemates Zee,Zuryn,Cha,Ajai,Nat,Gigi and Zee's sisters and others XD .
to be honest,i wasnt really excited about it but i wanted to go anyway because i dont wanna miss out on anything -_-
and oh boy i really hate myself for that,i ended up giving trouble to the people there.
due to the lack of sleep and empty stomach,not even half way up there,i got really weak and started to vomit and then i passed out.
i dont normally pass out haha but this time i did,and i remembered feeling so weak and couldnt even opened my eyes.i can slowly hear their voices started to fade away and BANG! i was unconcious -_-
and i really really feel bad for my friends cause they wanted to see the sunrise and i know theyre dissapointed and i still feel bad eventhough they said it was okay,but the guilt just wont go away . im so sorry you guys i dont even know how to make it up to you guys.
and i really started to lose all my will to climb further,im just too tired.
but they keep pushing me and i did make it :)
and im so grateful to everyone who helped me,even my friend's brother whom ive never met before helped me,thanks man appreciate it :)
not gonna lie,i feel bad and i dont know how to react when everyone is paying close attention to me,i feel like such a burden T_T .
i promised myself i wont ever go hiking ever again after Gunung Ledang but i dont know why i did. daymn,should have just keep that promise to myself.
but the view was amazing but im just not satisfied to the fact that i fainted,caused eveyone trouble,too tired to take pictures,and my pictures sucks .

and special thanks to Nat for the van and driving us and sending me home,i know you must be very tired but seriously,,thank you !
and Zee and her family for letting us stay at her house,for the yummy foods and warm welcome hehe ^^
i love you guys ♥