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stop being pretentious.
youre messing with my feelings
i am emotionally unstable,and maybe almost bipolar.
i already feel like shit and i dont need you to make me feel even more worse.
especially when you're someone who i can depend on.
at this point now,i dont think i have anyone i can depend on.
in front of me you talk differently,and behind you talk about other things.
and in the end,it will all be pointed at me as if it was my fault.
im tired,im mentally and physically tired.
until the point where i just wanna give up and laid to rest.
i dont think i can ever forget what you said to me because it really hurt my feelings.
makes me feel like im useless.
if youre gonna support me,do it properly.
if you dont,you can just step back and shut up.
and because of this,im not sure if i can keep continuing what im doing now.
i dont feel like i can keep up with this.
and maybe,sometimes you wondered why am i like this,
im like this,its because of you.