oh my god T_T

i feel dead.its only been a week and bleh it kinda sucks.
to be honest,i hate my class.i hate those kids.acting like a bunch of idiots.
grow the fuck up.youre not 5 anymore T_T please start acting like adults T_T
alot has happened in this week,class was okay AND shocking.
remind me again why am i taking photography.LOL
we have PHOTOGRAPHY MATHS AND SCIENCE people.MATHS AND SCIENCE.
being not so smart myself,i feel like killing myself T_T
the schedule is so packed so we're constantly busy T_T
and HELLO, strict lecturers.OMG.
and some kids are already looking down on me/us in the class.
bitch youre going to pay,dont mess with me.
moving on,i always look forward to english class LOL idk why,
so our lecturer walks in looking all dashing and smart LOL and imagine my suprise when he told us his name.
hes my sister's FRIEND.yeah, friend.
i found it too awkward that my lecturer is my sister's friend.idk,its just,,weird T_T
and yeah,whoever thinks that photography is easy,you should go do 100laps of run because you are dead wrong,i dare to say that its probably one of the hardest thing ever T_T, truthfully,im not so confident myself. *sigh*
i missed my DAD1A class T_T diana,faris,ola,zee,nadia, GOSH T_T
and i think mrsexyjunk when off to another campus to go for his degree shortcut T_T
no wonder i didnt see him this week,i guess i am a little heart broken T_T
and i went to mid today and saw yummyboy OMG ahaha <3

and i have an announcement to make,from now own,i have to be
selfish,competitive,bermuka-tembok,shameless,diligent.
BUHHH THATS NOT REALLY ME AHAHHAHA!
its a tough world out there,haha XD